If only I am allowed to have a wish comes true tonight, then I will wish that I can meet my soul mate. I wish that I can find him, and meet him, and then we can stay together happily ever after.
If only he’s here tonight, so that I can share with him everything that’s on my mind; My feelings, my despair, my worries, my happiness, my passion, my love.
For I feel so lost now without him. So many things are happening with me and around me. And I don’t know what to do, and how I should react to things that happen. I really wish that my soul mate is here, so then I can talk to him… And then I’m sure he’ll know what to do.
My best friend is broken hearted. And I don’t know how to ease her pain, how to lift her up. I wish I know what to do, I wish I can do more…
And then, strange situation is happening related to my good friends in LU. And it bugs me a lot. In one side, I feel like I don’t want to meet them again, because I think they are sick, crazy people. I can not tolerate some of the things they did. But, on the other side, I miss them a lot, and I honestly care so much about them. And one of them sent me a really nice email today. It was soo sweet. And I’m touched. Do they really care about me, despite of their roller-coaster kind of life they are currently living?
Why, why life never meant to be easy, nor simple.
I’ve always seen that I can never judge a person. Why does a person that I consider very bad always manage to impress me in the end? And why does the person that gave me good impression always turns out to be disappointing? It is a mystery. It is one lesson in life that I must learn.
I love you all, my friends. I accept you for who you are, and I hope that you can accept me for who I am. I accept you with all the good and bad things inside you. I forgive you, I love you guys.
Monday, November 07, 2005
Hmm… what to say… how to say it?
It’s incredible how surreal my life for the last few months has been.
Let me tell you all something… surrealism is definitely not good.
Cause next to surreality, reality seems so terrible.
It’s sick how the others act like nothing had happened. It’s stupid how I’ve tried my best to pretend that things are okay, that I am okay, that I am cool, that all that doesn’t affect me at all.
I’ve learned, one more time, not to feel too much. Just be frigid, don’t feel, don’t sense, just stay ignorant. That’s your best shield living in this cruel cruel world.
And here I am, back in Hamburg. So nobody wants me. Nobody cares about my feelings. So I feel out of place. So I’m not wanted in this society. So I’m alone. I can’t tell anyone about what makes me feel so hurt, about my sorrows, my anxieties, my dreams.
I escaped from surrealism. It has ended, I told them. For me, it has.
Just today, I found out that it has not.
Why? Why should I still be involved?
I don’t wanna care anymore. I must be insensitive, for it’s the only way to survive this. Yeah, I learned that during the lonely morning walk in Berlin a few days ago.
Don’t care too much about your feelings. Ignore them and suppress them. Look at the world around you as you’re walking. Feel the falling autumn leaves covering your feet, feel the cold wind breezes through your hair and touching your face. Don’t you feel free? Move your arms, back and forth… Can’t you feel it? You are free… No one owns you. You are a single independent woman. Nobody can affect you with what they do to you. They can hate you, or love you, for you it doesn’t matter. Nobody can hurt you anymore. Nobody… You’re safe…
It’s incredible how surreal my life for the last few months has been.
Let me tell you all something… surrealism is definitely not good.
Cause next to surreality, reality seems so terrible.
It’s sick how the others act like nothing had happened. It’s stupid how I’ve tried my best to pretend that things are okay, that I am okay, that I am cool, that all that doesn’t affect me at all.
I’ve learned, one more time, not to feel too much. Just be frigid, don’t feel, don’t sense, just stay ignorant. That’s your best shield living in this cruel cruel world.
And here I am, back in Hamburg. So nobody wants me. Nobody cares about my feelings. So I feel out of place. So I’m not wanted in this society. So I’m alone. I can’t tell anyone about what makes me feel so hurt, about my sorrows, my anxieties, my dreams.
I escaped from surrealism. It has ended, I told them. For me, it has.
Just today, I found out that it has not.
Why? Why should I still be involved?
I don’t wanna care anymore. I must be insensitive, for it’s the only way to survive this. Yeah, I learned that during the lonely morning walk in Berlin a few days ago.
Don’t care too much about your feelings. Ignore them and suppress them. Look at the world around you as you’re walking. Feel the falling autumn leaves covering your feet, feel the cold wind breezes through your hair and touching your face. Don’t you feel free? Move your arms, back and forth… Can’t you feel it? You are free… No one owns you. You are a single independent woman. Nobody can affect you with what they do to you. They can hate you, or love you, for you it doesn’t matter. Nobody can hurt you anymore. Nobody… You’re safe…
Sunday, September 25, 2005
Anything but ordinary
Wah dah lama banget engga ngisi blog. Many things have happened, good and bad. Nice stories and bad experiences, altogether.
Jadi menyadari, aku ini emang agak aneh ya. Suka melakukan hal yang engga-engga. Ga bisa stay di jalan yang lurus, ga bisa contend dengan menjadi cewek biasa-biasa aja. Gimana dong ya?
Kalo denger cerita2 orang lain, kalo baca blog2nya orang lain, jadi bertanya-tanya. Kenapa ya, aku ga bisa selurus mereka, seidealis mereka? Kenapa standard kita bisa begitu berbeda? Kenapa hal2 yang kita anggap benar bisa begitu jauh?
Aku malu, sebagian karena aku tahu bahwa mungkin aku yang salah. Seharusnya aku bersikap kayak mereka. Seharusnya aku seperti mereka. Sepertinya mereka benar, dan jalan pilihanku salah.
Tapi, rasanya ada sesuatu di dalam hati yang bilang bahwa aku juga ga salah. People are born with different minds and opinions. Ga ada yang bisa judge benar atau salah, kecuali Tuhan. Manusia bisa buat berjuta cara untuk menilai sesuatu itu salah atau benar.
I am a bit confused here.
Jadi menyadari, aku ini emang agak aneh ya. Suka melakukan hal yang engga-engga. Ga bisa stay di jalan yang lurus, ga bisa contend dengan menjadi cewek biasa-biasa aja. Gimana dong ya?
Kalo denger cerita2 orang lain, kalo baca blog2nya orang lain, jadi bertanya-tanya. Kenapa ya, aku ga bisa selurus mereka, seidealis mereka? Kenapa standard kita bisa begitu berbeda? Kenapa hal2 yang kita anggap benar bisa begitu jauh?
Aku malu, sebagian karena aku tahu bahwa mungkin aku yang salah. Seharusnya aku bersikap kayak mereka. Seharusnya aku seperti mereka. Sepertinya mereka benar, dan jalan pilihanku salah.
Tapi, rasanya ada sesuatu di dalam hati yang bilang bahwa aku juga ga salah. People are born with different minds and opinions. Ga ada yang bisa judge benar atau salah, kecuali Tuhan. Manusia bisa buat berjuta cara untuk menilai sesuatu itu salah atau benar.
I am a bit confused here.
Saturday, July 23, 2005
News flash
Wah... berita baru nih... Megan, yang internetnya gue tebengin, mendadak pulang balik besok ke negaranya. Mendadak. Omanya meninggal. Jadi, dia putuskan untuk mempercepat internshipnya 1 minggu, rencana jalan2 dicancel habis, dan besok dia pulang total.
And so does the internet. Weg. Nothing that I can do... Huuu... padahal kan masih ada sekitar seminggu lagi mustinyaaa.... :((
So, no more writing in my blog, no more chatting, no more listening to yahoo music... reading other's blogs... Simply nothing... Aaah... Scheiße... There's really nothing that I can do...
And so does the internet. Weg. Nothing that I can do... Huuu... padahal kan masih ada sekitar seminggu lagi mustinyaaa.... :((
So, no more writing in my blog, no more chatting, no more listening to yahoo music... reading other's blogs... Simply nothing... Aaah... Scheiße... There's really nothing that I can do...
Saturday, July 16, 2005
Halo,
sudah baca postingan terbaru di blognya Atta? Aku barusan baca, dan langsung nangis.
Menyentuh banget.
Jadi merasa diingatkan (lagi), betapa beruntungnya hidup gue...
Engga pantes banget rasanya mengeluh ama situasi, and ngerasa depressed...
Nobody has a perfect life. All that we can do is just cherish it and make the most from it.
sudah baca postingan terbaru di blognya Atta? Aku barusan baca, dan langsung nangis.
Menyentuh banget.
Jadi merasa diingatkan (lagi), betapa beruntungnya hidup gue...
Engga pantes banget rasanya mengeluh ama situasi, and ngerasa depressed...
Nobody has a perfect life. All that we can do is just cherish it and make the most from it.
Saturday, July 09, 2005
Recycle
Halo... es ist schon sehr spät, aber ich kann nicht schlafen, vielleicht habe ich zu viel im Kopf... Ich habe noch ein Paar Emails geschrieben, und mein Blog gelesen.
Ich habe gerade eine alte Mitteilung im meinem Blog gefunden, vom November 2004. Sie ist über Selbständigkeit und Zufriedenheit. Ich finde das sehr schön.
Deshalb habe ich die noch mal in dieser Mitteilung kopiert…
(I know I made lots of mistakes… :D Just don’t laugh at me, okay?!)
Just a thought that came up today… hope this thought can remind me later on in my life…A lesson learned today. Don’t you ever rely your happiness on anyone, whoever he/she is for you. Don’t you ever look for happiness in anyone, cause happiness comes from inside you…Don’t you ever let anybody have the power to control your feelings…You have the total control of yourself, not any other person. You can make yourself feel happy, sad, lonely, disappointed, etc… depending on your own decision…When you are sad, tired, and full of problems, don’t expect (nor demand!) other people to comfort you… That will only make you feel disappointed and wounded. Especially when you found out that after you whined and spoiled all your troubles out, you didn’t get the reaction or the comfort that you’d expected…I should keep this in mind… even when I’m married someday… I should hold on to this… Achieve true independence, ndri!
P.S.
When you got no one to talk to, a blog is truly a good media to express yourself... :)
That's sort of the explanation on why I keep updating this blog almost everyday with not-so-important stuff, as probably some of you have noticed :)
Ich habe gerade eine alte Mitteilung im meinem Blog gefunden, vom November 2004. Sie ist über Selbständigkeit und Zufriedenheit. Ich finde das sehr schön.
Deshalb habe ich die noch mal in dieser Mitteilung kopiert…
(I know I made lots of mistakes… :D Just don’t laugh at me, okay?!)
Just a thought that came up today… hope this thought can remind me later on in my life…A lesson learned today. Don’t you ever rely your happiness on anyone, whoever he/she is for you. Don’t you ever look for happiness in anyone, cause happiness comes from inside you…Don’t you ever let anybody have the power to control your feelings…You have the total control of yourself, not any other person. You can make yourself feel happy, sad, lonely, disappointed, etc… depending on your own decision…When you are sad, tired, and full of problems, don’t expect (nor demand!) other people to comfort you… That will only make you feel disappointed and wounded. Especially when you found out that after you whined and spoiled all your troubles out, you didn’t get the reaction or the comfort that you’d expected…I should keep this in mind… even when I’m married someday… I should hold on to this… Achieve true independence, ndri!
P.S.
When you got no one to talk to, a blog is truly a good media to express yourself... :)
That's sort of the explanation on why I keep updating this blog almost everyday with not-so-important stuff, as probably some of you have noticed :)
Friday, July 08, 2005
Cerita-cerita
Ada berbagai cerita hari ini.
Pertama, hari ini Anlage-ku untuk pertama kalinya dicoba di-start up. Berasa agak serem juga, soalnya alatnya kan besar, kemungkinan terjadi apa-apa lebih besar. Trus, sempet ngerasa stupid banget, soalnya kayaknya aku kok sering mengeluarkan pertanyaan-pertanyaan bodoh ke Rüdiger dan Hanno. Nanya yang sebenernya very basic in Process Engineering gitu... Tapi, kalo engga nanya, entar penasaran terus, so mending mana coba? Go to hell with jaga image en sok tau deh... Mumpung bisa nanya, nanya aja, iya ga sih?
Tapi, jadi berasa malu ati sih, kayaknya ilmu Process Eng-ku rendah bangett... :( Jadi bertanya-tanya, emang aku yang parah, atau normal ya kalo orang ga ngerti apa-apa begitu tiba-tiba dikenalin ama Plant baru? Engga tau deh...
Kedua, hari ini aku pergi ke Umwelzentrale di Z75. My first invitation nih... Nyampe sana pas banget jam 3. Dengerin presentasi soal gimana BASF menangani berbagai masalah lingkungan. Kalo yang ditangani ama Z75 ini khususnya soal udara, air, bau2an, dan suara. Buatku, kelihatannya canggih banget. Ternyata begini yah aplikasi sesungguhnya dari yang aku pernah belajar pas kuliah.
Ada beberapa remarks yang aku inget, such as, gimana kebutuhan listrik satu komplek pabrik selama satu hari satu malem yang lebih besar dari pada satu kota Frankfurt am Main. Terus (katanya sih) kebutuhan air satu komplek yang lebih besar daripada satu kota Paris... ga kebayang deh. Ga heran ya, industries, in this case chemical industries, selalu bikin repot orang2 lingkungan...
Few things yang bisa aku bilang, Sesuai karakteristiknya orang Jerman, yang selalu stick to the rules, mereka di Umweltzentrale ini kayaknya pegang banget sama segala peraturan pemerintah, dan willing to take every measure and precautions needed. Bagusnya, mereka open banget. Such as, anyone - either the employee working at the complex or the people living at the surrounding neighbourhood - can call a certain hotline number and report if an "environmental" problem come up due to BASF activities. Like, if something smells really stink, or it's too noisy and all that. They also have this Umweltüberwachung cars that drive around the complex to measure different parameters and to be ready if something happen.
The presentation is not that long, about one hour. And I'm quite sure that the guy (Der Teamleiter) has done the presentation so many many times, that he can remember all of it by heart :D It makes the presentation doesn't feel so special anymore, because he looks so used to it :D But it was a nice experience, learn new things. (Psst, and also I am able to leave work at 14.30 and to go home at 16.00 hhihihihi)
Cerita ketiga hari ini, simply kesebelan gue ama seorang cowo Jerman yang suddenly merubah mood gue... huhuhu... betee... kenapa ya, aku ga ngerti deh, kenapa cowo2 di sini begitu dingin dan tidak ramahnya... :(
Begini ya, kan Selasa kemaren aku pegi nonton. It was in large group, but then I'm 100% sure that he knows that I was there, He must have recognized my face. I mean, there are not too many faces like me around here, aren't there? I even still remember his name. I mean, we've been introduced, you jerk (Oops!:D) Eh terus ya, di halte bus, I smiled at him, and he gave me the who-are-you-i-dont-know-you-why-are-you-looking-at-me look.... Ugghhh... rasanya... pengen meledak deh... Ngapain sih, pura-pura ga kenal gitu?? Probably he doesn't feel comfortable talking to me, because he doesn't know me well, and probably also because he's...German... Yess... German guys...sucks. I don't understand them. The thing is, they act like that not because they're arrogant or snob or those things. No, I think they're simply unfriendly, and they never want to start the conversation first (salute to all German ladies :D), and they try to escape uncomfortable situations by being ignorant.... arrggh... such a pain in the ass....
This is not the first time this thing happened, you know... That's why I'm being so angry now...
Now, you can see right, why that JBF guy suddenly looks so special to me. At least he smiles when he sees me, and willing to ask how am I doing (though he won't ask anything else, unless I start asking and talking to him hheheheh :P)
(Oh, sorry. Sorry for all those swearings... I don't know why, but I feel so mad, so angry...
And, I know... I know I'm being so judging and unfair... Not all German guys are like that, some are really nice... But what can I do, this one is... Scheiße...)
Malemnya, wie immer, ada Bibelstunde. Seneng juga, ada temen ngumpul. Jadinya melupakan kesebalan sama si cowo Jerman. Eh, FYI, si cowo Jerman yang gue bicarakan di atas ini, gue sama sekali ga ada personal interest whatsoever lhoh. Don't get it wrong... ih... males banget dehh...
(Duh, kok masih emosi ya? Gimana nih? Help!!)
Udah ah, udah kepanjangan. Ntar disambung lagi ya...
Pertama, hari ini Anlage-ku untuk pertama kalinya dicoba di-start up. Berasa agak serem juga, soalnya alatnya kan besar, kemungkinan terjadi apa-apa lebih besar. Trus, sempet ngerasa stupid banget, soalnya kayaknya aku kok sering mengeluarkan pertanyaan-pertanyaan bodoh ke Rüdiger dan Hanno. Nanya yang sebenernya very basic in Process Engineering gitu... Tapi, kalo engga nanya, entar penasaran terus, so mending mana coba? Go to hell with jaga image en sok tau deh... Mumpung bisa nanya, nanya aja, iya ga sih?
Tapi, jadi berasa malu ati sih, kayaknya ilmu Process Eng-ku rendah bangett... :( Jadi bertanya-tanya, emang aku yang parah, atau normal ya kalo orang ga ngerti apa-apa begitu tiba-tiba dikenalin ama Plant baru? Engga tau deh...
Kedua, hari ini aku pergi ke Umwelzentrale di Z75. My first invitation nih... Nyampe sana pas banget jam 3. Dengerin presentasi soal gimana BASF menangani berbagai masalah lingkungan. Kalo yang ditangani ama Z75 ini khususnya soal udara, air, bau2an, dan suara. Buatku, kelihatannya canggih banget. Ternyata begini yah aplikasi sesungguhnya dari yang aku pernah belajar pas kuliah.
Ada beberapa remarks yang aku inget, such as, gimana kebutuhan listrik satu komplek pabrik selama satu hari satu malem yang lebih besar dari pada satu kota Frankfurt am Main. Terus (katanya sih) kebutuhan air satu komplek yang lebih besar daripada satu kota Paris... ga kebayang deh. Ga heran ya, industries, in this case chemical industries, selalu bikin repot orang2 lingkungan...
Few things yang bisa aku bilang, Sesuai karakteristiknya orang Jerman, yang selalu stick to the rules, mereka di Umweltzentrale ini kayaknya pegang banget sama segala peraturan pemerintah, dan willing to take every measure and precautions needed. Bagusnya, mereka open banget. Such as, anyone - either the employee working at the complex or the people living at the surrounding neighbourhood - can call a certain hotline number and report if an "environmental" problem come up due to BASF activities. Like, if something smells really stink, or it's too noisy and all that. They also have this Umweltüberwachung cars that drive around the complex to measure different parameters and to be ready if something happen.
The presentation is not that long, about one hour. And I'm quite sure that the guy (Der Teamleiter) has done the presentation so many many times, that he can remember all of it by heart :D It makes the presentation doesn't feel so special anymore, because he looks so used to it :D But it was a nice experience, learn new things. (Psst, and also I am able to leave work at 14.30 and to go home at 16.00 hhihihihi)
Cerita ketiga hari ini, simply kesebelan gue ama seorang cowo Jerman yang suddenly merubah mood gue... huhuhu... betee... kenapa ya, aku ga ngerti deh, kenapa cowo2 di sini begitu dingin dan tidak ramahnya... :(
Begini ya, kan Selasa kemaren aku pegi nonton. It was in large group, but then I'm 100% sure that he knows that I was there, He must have recognized my face. I mean, there are not too many faces like me around here, aren't there? I even still remember his name. I mean, we've been introduced, you jerk (Oops!:D) Eh terus ya, di halte bus, I smiled at him, and he gave me the who-are-you-i-dont-know-you-why-are-you-looking-at-me look.... Ugghhh... rasanya... pengen meledak deh... Ngapain sih, pura-pura ga kenal gitu?? Probably he doesn't feel comfortable talking to me, because he doesn't know me well, and probably also because he's...German... Yess... German guys...sucks. I don't understand them. The thing is, they act like that not because they're arrogant or snob or those things. No, I think they're simply unfriendly, and they never want to start the conversation first (salute to all German ladies :D), and they try to escape uncomfortable situations by being ignorant.... arrggh... such a pain in the ass....
This is not the first time this thing happened, you know... That's why I'm being so angry now...
Now, you can see right, why that JBF guy suddenly looks so special to me. At least he smiles when he sees me, and willing to ask how am I doing (though he won't ask anything else, unless I start asking and talking to him hheheheh :P)
(Oh, sorry. Sorry for all those swearings... I don't know why, but I feel so mad, so angry...
And, I know... I know I'm being so judging and unfair... Not all German guys are like that, some are really nice... But what can I do, this one is... Scheiße...)
Malemnya, wie immer, ada Bibelstunde. Seneng juga, ada temen ngumpul. Jadinya melupakan kesebalan sama si cowo Jerman. Eh, FYI, si cowo Jerman yang gue bicarakan di atas ini, gue sama sekali ga ada personal interest whatsoever lhoh. Don't get it wrong... ih... males banget dehh...
(Duh, kok masih emosi ya? Gimana nih? Help!!)
Udah ah, udah kepanjangan. Ntar disambung lagi ya...
Thursday, July 07, 2005
Sunday, July 03, 2005
Thursday, June 30, 2005
Home?
Bangun. Ngelirik jam. 21:38. Uh, ternyata sempet ketiduran sebentar gara-gara nunggu antrian mesin pengering. Ga enak deh rasanya bangun, dengan ga ada siapa siapa di rumah. Adriana emang lagi liburan, tapi Merlina kemana ya, kok jam segini belum pulang, malem banget.
Ke dapur ambil minum, sambil buka jendela lebar-lebar. Hujan besar dan petir-petir udah berhenti. Sekarang tenang banget di luar… Eh, ga tenang sih, entah kenapa Feurwehr bolak-balik terus dari tadi. Ada apa sih, semoga everything’s fine. Serem banget tadi petirnya, semoga semua menara di BASF udah dipasangin anti petir…
Eh, sepi banget rasanya. Looking through the opened window. Feeling so small, and so alone. ‚What the hell am I doing here?’, pikirku pahit. Di bawah apartment-ku, tapi di lantai 1, kedengaran suara Kasia, dan beberapa orang lainnya. She’s going back to Poland tomorrow. Natalie juga, bakal pulang ke Prancis. Dan, mungkin si orang Bayern itu juga. They’re all going home. Senangnya…
Home. I wish I can be there. Tapi, dimana ya tepatnya rumah itu?
Jakarta, eh Cinere? Most probably. I miss Ayah, Ibu, Kak Netta so much. Wanna hug them, and kiss them, and show them how I love them very much…
Hamburg? Iya juga. Aku kangen, sama temen-teman di sana. Honestly, aku kangen banget ama Oscar, Maykin, Denver, dan yang lainnya. With them, everything is always so fun… I feel so comfortable being myself.
Jadi inget, there’s a saying: ‘Home is where the heart is.’
Maybe, I haven’t found my home after all. I wish I can find my home in someone. How wonderful it will be, to have someone that you understand and understand you very well. With whom you feel comfortable to say and do anything. Someone who knows you, and still wants to spend times with you and to listen to all your stories…
I wish… I really wish…
So I can feel at home again, after so long…
*kriiiing*
Bel pintu bunyi. Kaget banget, soalnya lagi ngelamun di dapur, di depan jendela :) Judith dateng, ternyata bakal tidur di kamar Adriana sampe hari Minggu. Getting worried karena Merlina belum nyampe rumah padahal udah jam 10 malem. Coba nelpon dia. Ternyata jaringan O2 ga berfungsi, sepertinya gara-gara petir :(
Ada missed calls, ga tau siapa, unknown number gitu tulisannya. Mungkin pas lagi ketiduran tadi kali ya, jadinya ga kedengeran. Aduh gawat, udah kemaleman nih, musti ngeringin cucian di bawah… Ngelamunnya musti di-stop dulu!! :)
Ke dapur ambil minum, sambil buka jendela lebar-lebar. Hujan besar dan petir-petir udah berhenti. Sekarang tenang banget di luar… Eh, ga tenang sih, entah kenapa Feurwehr bolak-balik terus dari tadi. Ada apa sih, semoga everything’s fine. Serem banget tadi petirnya, semoga semua menara di BASF udah dipasangin anti petir…
Eh, sepi banget rasanya. Looking through the opened window. Feeling so small, and so alone. ‚What the hell am I doing here?’, pikirku pahit. Di bawah apartment-ku, tapi di lantai 1, kedengaran suara Kasia, dan beberapa orang lainnya. She’s going back to Poland tomorrow. Natalie juga, bakal pulang ke Prancis. Dan, mungkin si orang Bayern itu juga. They’re all going home. Senangnya…
Home. I wish I can be there. Tapi, dimana ya tepatnya rumah itu?
Jakarta, eh Cinere? Most probably. I miss Ayah, Ibu, Kak Netta so much. Wanna hug them, and kiss them, and show them how I love them very much…
Hamburg? Iya juga. Aku kangen, sama temen-teman di sana. Honestly, aku kangen banget ama Oscar, Maykin, Denver, dan yang lainnya. With them, everything is always so fun… I feel so comfortable being myself.
Jadi inget, there’s a saying: ‘Home is where the heart is.’
Maybe, I haven’t found my home after all. I wish I can find my home in someone. How wonderful it will be, to have someone that you understand and understand you very well. With whom you feel comfortable to say and do anything. Someone who knows you, and still wants to spend times with you and to listen to all your stories…
I wish… I really wish…
So I can feel at home again, after so long…
*kriiiing*
Bel pintu bunyi. Kaget banget, soalnya lagi ngelamun di dapur, di depan jendela :) Judith dateng, ternyata bakal tidur di kamar Adriana sampe hari Minggu. Getting worried karena Merlina belum nyampe rumah padahal udah jam 10 malem. Coba nelpon dia. Ternyata jaringan O2 ga berfungsi, sepertinya gara-gara petir :(
Ada missed calls, ga tau siapa, unknown number gitu tulisannya. Mungkin pas lagi ketiduran tadi kali ya, jadinya ga kedengeran. Aduh gawat, udah kemaleman nih, musti ngeringin cucian di bawah… Ngelamunnya musti di-stop dulu!! :)
Sunday, June 12, 2005
Warrior of the light online
Kalo brilliant writer kayak dia "ngeblog", gini deh isinya kira-kira...
http://www.warriorofthelight.com/
Menarik banget buat dibaca, so inspiring!! :)
Few proverbs taken from the website:
Life is riding a bicycle - we only fall when we stop pedaling. (Frederic Bonomelli)
Try to change in yourself what you would like to change in the world. (Jacqueline Peyrot)
So far, I like this article so much! Hope you enjoy reading his writings!!
http://www.warriorofthelight.com/
Menarik banget buat dibaca, so inspiring!! :)
Few proverbs taken from the website:
Life is riding a bicycle - we only fall when we stop pedaling. (Frederic Bonomelli)
Try to change in yourself what you would like to change in the world. (Jacqueline Peyrot)
So far, I like this article so much! Hope you enjoy reading his writings!!
Saturday, June 04, 2005
Halo blog...
Halo... udah lama banget ya sejak blog ini terakhir diupdate. Padahal banyak banget kejadian2 yang berkesan dan pengen diinget-inget terus.
Jalan-jalan ama Olin ke Black Forest, dan main ke tempatnya Denver di Tuttlingen. Jalan-jalan ke Bodensee. Membuat Denver stress dengan segala 'girl talk' kita :D Semoga Olin en Denver ga kapok deh jalan-jalan ama aku :"> kekeke...
Ke Hamburg. Pengalaman ngecat kamar, beberes rumah, dan ngangkutin beberapa barang dalam 3,5 hari. Capeknyaaa… badanku rasanya mau rontok… Percaya engga sih, menurutku, capeknya serasa kayak di OS himpunan… hehehe… Pas ngejalaninnya, rasanya udah ga bisa mikir… Ah, untung tapinya semua udah lewat… Tapi akhirnya, aku langsung tumbang dan sakit pas balik ke Ludwigshafen.
Sedih juga rasanya ninggalin Hamburg lagi, ga rela. Ga sempet enjoy the city sama sekali. Bahkan ke toko Indonesia aja ga sempet :(
Ga sempet spend time ngobrol2 ngalor ngidul ama sahabat2 tersayang… ngafe2 gitu.. (ga sempet guntingin rambut si Nopi :D)
Mo sering-sering pulang juga repot deh, capek di jalan (5 jaman sekali jalan) trus mahal bangettt :((
P.S.
Ketemu temen-temen di Hamburg. Spent one afternoon, menyenangkan deh. Setelah ngobrol-ngobrol, semuanya jadi terasa jelas deh buat aku. Terus, sekarang perasaanku udah lega deh. I know now, he is not the one. Terus sejak itu, aku jadinya ga pernah kepikiran dia lagi...
Aku ga mau buang buang waktu ama orang yang aku ga yakin...
I'm searching for my soulmate...
One remark ya, tadinya aku pikir, karena aku suka dia, berarti aku bakal suka ama tipe tipe cowo dari daerah itu... Ternyata aku salah. Sejauh yang aku temui, ga ada lagi cowo dari negara itu yang kayak dia. He is different. No doubt about that.
Jalan-jalan ama Olin ke Black Forest, dan main ke tempatnya Denver di Tuttlingen. Jalan-jalan ke Bodensee. Membuat Denver stress dengan segala 'girl talk' kita :D Semoga Olin en Denver ga kapok deh jalan-jalan ama aku :"> kekeke...
Ke Hamburg. Pengalaman ngecat kamar, beberes rumah, dan ngangkutin beberapa barang dalam 3,5 hari. Capeknyaaa… badanku rasanya mau rontok… Percaya engga sih, menurutku, capeknya serasa kayak di OS himpunan… hehehe… Pas ngejalaninnya, rasanya udah ga bisa mikir… Ah, untung tapinya semua udah lewat… Tapi akhirnya, aku langsung tumbang dan sakit pas balik ke Ludwigshafen.
Sedih juga rasanya ninggalin Hamburg lagi, ga rela. Ga sempet enjoy the city sama sekali. Bahkan ke toko Indonesia aja ga sempet :(
Ga sempet spend time ngobrol2 ngalor ngidul ama sahabat2 tersayang… ngafe2 gitu.. (ga sempet guntingin rambut si Nopi :D)
Mo sering-sering pulang juga repot deh, capek di jalan (5 jaman sekali jalan) trus mahal bangettt :((
P.S.
Ketemu temen-temen di Hamburg. Spent one afternoon, menyenangkan deh. Setelah ngobrol-ngobrol, semuanya jadi terasa jelas deh buat aku. Terus, sekarang perasaanku udah lega deh. I know now, he is not the one. Terus sejak itu, aku jadinya ga pernah kepikiran dia lagi...
Aku ga mau buang buang waktu ama orang yang aku ga yakin...
I'm searching for my soulmate...
One remark ya, tadinya aku pikir, karena aku suka dia, berarti aku bakal suka ama tipe tipe cowo dari daerah itu... Ternyata aku salah. Sejauh yang aku temui, ga ada lagi cowo dari negara itu yang kayak dia. He is different. No doubt about that.
Saturday, May 07, 2005
terobsesi
Hari ini aku baca Cintapuccino, novel Indonesia yang dipinjemin sama Mba Almy. Ceritanya bagus lho… cewe banget, dan bermakna. Bukan cerita abg, dan real banget rasanya.
Cerita tentang cewe, mid 20s – yup, also having a quarter life crisis, just like you and me :D – yang punya obsesi sama cowo bernama Nimo sejak SMA. Dan pada akhirnya dia harus milih: cowo obsesi nya itu atau seorang cowo nyaris sempurna yang selalu ada buat dia…
Bersamaan dengan datangnya musim semi, yang sering disebut „mating season“, topik2 pembicaraan tentang cinta juga jadi marak lagi. :) Dan gue, as a very normal girl (hehe… cari pembenaran) jelas ikut terpengaruh…
Ada beberapa quote di buku itu yang cukup mengena buat gue:
„Nimo hidup dalam imajinasi lo – and that’s what makes him so perfect, because he’s unreachable, he’s there… he lives in your mind… he’s perfect because you’ve created him to be perfect there…“
- Cintapuccino, hal 58 -
Gue kena banget rasanya pas baca itu… kayak ditonjok… hihi…
Setelah baca buku ini, I looked at my self on the mirror… Hmm… I am going to be 25 this year, single with no interesting social life, still stucked in Germany at least for another 1 year, chubby (I’m not saying fat… :P), wearing a false tooth :), no model material, hmm… Will true love happen to me? :D
P.S.
Btw, kalian gimana? Pernah terobsesi ma seseorang? Aku sih pernah… Waktu SMP. Iya, engga separah Rahmi di Cintapuccino sih, dan efeknya juga ga lama, paling dari kelas 1 sampe kelas 3 SMP doang. Yup. I did some of those stupid things… Nelpon rumahnya terus ditutup. Pulang sekolah minta tolong Pak Anto supaya ngelewatin rumahnya pake mobil. Ngumpulin informasi kayak dia lahir di mana, tanggal berapa, adik2nya namanya siapa, temen2nya siapa aja. Tiap minggu rajin dateng ke acara PMR just to see him (Wah, ketahuan deh kalo orangnya anggota PMR hehehe…)
Setiap lembar diary setiap hari isinya cuma dia, dia, dan dia… :D Dan hal terbodoh tentunya, ngerasa that we ARE meant to be…
Kalo diinget sekarang rasanya bodoh dan serem bangett… Apaan siihhh sampe segitu-gitunya? Hihihi… yah itulah one episode in my past…
Enjoy your weekend, guys... :)
Cerita tentang cewe, mid 20s – yup, also having a quarter life crisis, just like you and me :D – yang punya obsesi sama cowo bernama Nimo sejak SMA. Dan pada akhirnya dia harus milih: cowo obsesi nya itu atau seorang cowo nyaris sempurna yang selalu ada buat dia…
Bersamaan dengan datangnya musim semi, yang sering disebut „mating season“, topik2 pembicaraan tentang cinta juga jadi marak lagi. :) Dan gue, as a very normal girl (hehe… cari pembenaran) jelas ikut terpengaruh…
Ada beberapa quote di buku itu yang cukup mengena buat gue:
„Nimo hidup dalam imajinasi lo – and that’s what makes him so perfect, because he’s unreachable, he’s there… he lives in your mind… he’s perfect because you’ve created him to be perfect there…“
- Cintapuccino, hal 58 -
Gue kena banget rasanya pas baca itu… kayak ditonjok… hihi…
Setelah baca buku ini, I looked at my self on the mirror… Hmm… I am going to be 25 this year, single with no interesting social life, still stucked in Germany at least for another 1 year, chubby (I’m not saying fat… :P), wearing a false tooth :), no model material, hmm… Will true love happen to me? :D
P.S.
Btw, kalian gimana? Pernah terobsesi ma seseorang? Aku sih pernah… Waktu SMP. Iya, engga separah Rahmi di Cintapuccino sih, dan efeknya juga ga lama, paling dari kelas 1 sampe kelas 3 SMP doang. Yup. I did some of those stupid things… Nelpon rumahnya terus ditutup. Pulang sekolah minta tolong Pak Anto supaya ngelewatin rumahnya pake mobil. Ngumpulin informasi kayak dia lahir di mana, tanggal berapa, adik2nya namanya siapa, temen2nya siapa aja. Tiap minggu rajin dateng ke acara PMR just to see him (Wah, ketahuan deh kalo orangnya anggota PMR hehehe…)
Setiap lembar diary setiap hari isinya cuma dia, dia, dan dia… :D Dan hal terbodoh tentunya, ngerasa that we ARE meant to be…
Kalo diinget sekarang rasanya bodoh dan serem bangett… Apaan siihhh sampe segitu-gitunya? Hihihi… yah itulah one episode in my past…
Enjoy your weekend, guys... :)
Thursday, May 05, 2005
nyanyi-nyanyi yuuk
Estoy loca
Enamorada, de ti...
It seemed to be like the perfect thing for you and me
It's so ironic you're what I had pictured you to be
But there are facts in our lives
We can never change
Just tell me that you understand and feel the same
This perfect romance that I've created in my mind
I'd live a thousand lives
Each one with you right by my side
But yet we find ourselves in a less than perfect circumstance
And so it seems like we'll never have the chance
Ain't it funny how some feelings you just can't deny (Oh)
And you can't move on even though you try (Oh)
Ain't it strange when you're feeling things you shouldn't feel
Oh, I wish this could be real
Ain't it funny how a moment could just change your life (Oh)
And you don't want to face what's wrong or right (No)
Ain't it strange how fate can play a part
In the story of your heart
Sometimes I think that a true love can never be
I just believe that somehow it wasn't meant for me
Life can be cruel in a way that I can't explain
And I don't think that I could face it all again
I barely know you but somehow I know what you're about
A deeper love I've found in you
And I no longer doubt
You've touched my heart and it altered every plan I've made
And now I feel that I don't have to be afraid
Ain't it funny how some feelings you just can't deny (Oh)
And you can't move on even though you try (Oh)
Ain't it strange when you're feeling things you shouldn't feel
Oh, I wish this could be real
Ain't it funny how a moment could just change your life (Oh)
And you don't want to face what's wrong or right (No)
Ain't it strange how fate can play a part
In the story of your heart
I locked away my heart
But you just set it free
Emotions I felt
Held me back from what my life should be
I pushed you far away
And yet you stayed with me
I guess this means
That you and me were meant to be
Ohhhhhhhhhhhh
Ain't it funny how some feelings you just can't deny
And you can't move on even though you try
Ain't it strange when you're feeling things you shouldn't feel
Oh, I wish this could be real, oh yeah, oh yeah
Ain't it funny how a moment could just change your life
And you don't want to face what's wrong or right , no no
Ain't it strange how fate can play a part
In the story of your heart, oh yeah
Ain't it funny how some feelings you just can't deny (Funny)
And you can't move on even though you try (Even if you try)
Ain't it strange when you're feeling things you shouldn't feel
Baby, ain't it funny how
Ain't it funny how a moment could just change your life (Change your life)
And you don't want to face what's wrong or right (Wrong or right)
Ain't it strange how fate can play a part
Baby, ain't it funny how
Ain't it funny how some feelings you just can't deny (Can't deny)
And you can't move on even though you try (though you try)
Ain't it strange when you're feeling things you shouldn't feel (Baby)
Ain't it funny how a moment could just change your life
And you don't want to face what's wrong or right
Ain't it funny how some feelings you just can't deny
And you can't move on even though you try
Ain't it strange when you're feeling things you shouldn't feel
Ain't it funny how a moment could just change your life
And you don't want to face what's wrong or right
Ain't it strange how fate can play a part
Lagunya Jennifer Lopez.
Lagi suka aja ma lagunya, didukung teks nya lumayan nyerempet2 lagi hihi... Tapi, the feeling is not too deep, kok... bener deh... just for fun... :)
Enamorada, de ti...
It seemed to be like the perfect thing for you and me
It's so ironic you're what I had pictured you to be
But there are facts in our lives
We can never change
Just tell me that you understand and feel the same
This perfect romance that I've created in my mind
I'd live a thousand lives
Each one with you right by my side
But yet we find ourselves in a less than perfect circumstance
And so it seems like we'll never have the chance
Ain't it funny how some feelings you just can't deny (Oh)
And you can't move on even though you try (Oh)
Ain't it strange when you're feeling things you shouldn't feel
Oh, I wish this could be real
Ain't it funny how a moment could just change your life (Oh)
And you don't want to face what's wrong or right (No)
Ain't it strange how fate can play a part
In the story of your heart
Sometimes I think that a true love can never be
I just believe that somehow it wasn't meant for me
Life can be cruel in a way that I can't explain
And I don't think that I could face it all again
I barely know you but somehow I know what you're about
A deeper love I've found in you
And I no longer doubt
You've touched my heart and it altered every plan I've made
And now I feel that I don't have to be afraid
Ain't it funny how some feelings you just can't deny (Oh)
And you can't move on even though you try (Oh)
Ain't it strange when you're feeling things you shouldn't feel
Oh, I wish this could be real
Ain't it funny how a moment could just change your life (Oh)
And you don't want to face what's wrong or right (No)
Ain't it strange how fate can play a part
In the story of your heart
I locked away my heart
But you just set it free
Emotions I felt
Held me back from what my life should be
I pushed you far away
And yet you stayed with me
I guess this means
That you and me were meant to be
Ohhhhhhhhhhhh
Ain't it funny how some feelings you just can't deny
And you can't move on even though you try
Ain't it strange when you're feeling things you shouldn't feel
Oh, I wish this could be real, oh yeah, oh yeah
Ain't it funny how a moment could just change your life
And you don't want to face what's wrong or right , no no
Ain't it strange how fate can play a part
In the story of your heart, oh yeah
Ain't it funny how some feelings you just can't deny (Funny)
And you can't move on even though you try (Even if you try)
Ain't it strange when you're feeling things you shouldn't feel
Baby, ain't it funny how
Ain't it funny how a moment could just change your life (Change your life)
And you don't want to face what's wrong or right (Wrong or right)
Ain't it strange how fate can play a part
Baby, ain't it funny how
Ain't it funny how some feelings you just can't deny (Can't deny)
And you can't move on even though you try (though you try)
Ain't it strange when you're feeling things you shouldn't feel (Baby)
Ain't it funny how a moment could just change your life
And you don't want to face what's wrong or right
Ain't it funny how some feelings you just can't deny
And you can't move on even though you try
Ain't it strange when you're feeling things you shouldn't feel
Ain't it funny how a moment could just change your life
And you don't want to face what's wrong or right
Ain't it strange how fate can play a part
Lagunya Jennifer Lopez.
Lagi suka aja ma lagunya, didukung teks nya lumayan nyerempet2 lagi hihi... Tapi, the feeling is not too deep, kok... bener deh... just for fun... :)
Tuesday, April 26, 2005
curhat :)
This song is dedicated to someone, whom I can't get out of my head today...
The thoughts of you make me alive, is it wrong just to dream about you?
A hundred days had made me older since the last time that I've saw your pretty face
A thousand lights had made me colder and I don’t think I can look at this the same
But all the miles had separate
They disappear now when I’m dreaming of your face
I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight it’s only you and me
The miles just keep rollin as the people either way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated but I hope that it gets better as we go
I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight boy it’s only you and me
Everything I know, and anywhere I go it gets hard but it won’t take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it’s all said and done
it get hard but it won’t take away my love
I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight boy it’s only you and me
3 doors down - Here without you
Thanks Fujie, udah mau donlotin dan kirimin mp3-nya... ;)
The thoughts of you make me alive, is it wrong just to dream about you?
A hundred days had made me older since the last time that I've saw your pretty face
A thousand lights had made me colder and I don’t think I can look at this the same
But all the miles had separate
They disappear now when I’m dreaming of your face
I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight it’s only you and me
The miles just keep rollin as the people either way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated but I hope that it gets better as we go
I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight boy it’s only you and me
Everything I know, and anywhere I go it gets hard but it won’t take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it’s all said and done
it get hard but it won’t take away my love
I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight boy it’s only you and me
3 doors down - Here without you
Thanks Fujie, udah mau donlotin dan kirimin mp3-nya... ;)
Friday, April 01, 2005
Leaving Hamburg
Akhirnya, aku ninggalin Hamburg. Besok aku pergi, ninggalin semua temen-temen, dan berjuta kenangan yang ga terlupakan. Grumbrechtmania, Nopi huni, gank IASI (:D), dan temen-temen PE.
Setengah ga percaya, akhirnya hari ini dateng juga. Well, gue emang mencita-citakan ini, this is what I want, this is what I’ve been dreaming of. Untuk bisa praktikum di kota lain di Jerman, pindah total dari Hamburg, ngerasain hidup sendirian, punya lingkungan pergaulan yang baru, sekalian belajar bahasa Jerman. Gue tau resikonya banyak dan ga gampang, mulai dari sedihnya ninggalin temen-temen di Hamburg, pahitnya hidup sendirian di lingkungan yang sama sekali baru, sulitnya diterima (dan merasa diterima) di lingkungan jerman, etc.
But, this is what I want, and I am prepared to face all the risks…
Tapi, mungkin, yang membuat ini terasa lebih berat sekarang, adalah betapa keadaan di Hamburg sebelum gue pergi sedang indah-indahnya… well, mungkin ini salah satu ujian kali ya… Buat ngetes kesungguhan gue… I am having a good time. Ga hanya dengan Grumbrecht dan Nopi, gue juga sekarang sering maen ama Indra, Jibran, Fair dan Pipit. Lalu juga, most of my friends from Process Engineering are here. Oscar, Maykin, Jose Manuel, Sendil, Sina, Gustavo, Denver, Yang Jian, Maria etc… Everybody is here… Everybody is back from their praktikum… (ok, not all, but most of them) Rasanya berat banget…
Why should I leave, when everybody is here?
Thank God, dalam hal ini, I have wanted this, for so long…
Kenyataan bahwa “ini emang yang gue mau” ternyata membantu banget… So, sambil terus mengulang-ngulang frase itu, I will leave Hamburg…
I’ve decided that I want to do this, dan Allah juga dah kasih jalan ini buat aku, so maybe this is just a thing that I gotta do… Semoga semuanya bakal lancar-lancar aja, semoga aku bakal ketemu banyak orang baik hati di sana, banyak dapet pengalaman baru yang berguna, dan bisa menggunakan kesempatan ini sebaik-baiknya…
Bye Hamburg… See you soon…
Setengah ga percaya, akhirnya hari ini dateng juga. Well, gue emang mencita-citakan ini, this is what I want, this is what I’ve been dreaming of. Untuk bisa praktikum di kota lain di Jerman, pindah total dari Hamburg, ngerasain hidup sendirian, punya lingkungan pergaulan yang baru, sekalian belajar bahasa Jerman. Gue tau resikonya banyak dan ga gampang, mulai dari sedihnya ninggalin temen-temen di Hamburg, pahitnya hidup sendirian di lingkungan yang sama sekali baru, sulitnya diterima (dan merasa diterima) di lingkungan jerman, etc.
But, this is what I want, and I am prepared to face all the risks…
Tapi, mungkin, yang membuat ini terasa lebih berat sekarang, adalah betapa keadaan di Hamburg sebelum gue pergi sedang indah-indahnya… well, mungkin ini salah satu ujian kali ya… Buat ngetes kesungguhan gue… I am having a good time. Ga hanya dengan Grumbrecht dan Nopi, gue juga sekarang sering maen ama Indra, Jibran, Fair dan Pipit. Lalu juga, most of my friends from Process Engineering are here. Oscar, Maykin, Jose Manuel, Sendil, Sina, Gustavo, Denver, Yang Jian, Maria etc… Everybody is here… Everybody is back from their praktikum… (ok, not all, but most of them) Rasanya berat banget…
Why should I leave, when everybody is here?
Thank God, dalam hal ini, I have wanted this, for so long…
Kenyataan bahwa “ini emang yang gue mau” ternyata membantu banget… So, sambil terus mengulang-ngulang frase itu, I will leave Hamburg…
I’ve decided that I want to do this, dan Allah juga dah kasih jalan ini buat aku, so maybe this is just a thing that I gotta do… Semoga semuanya bakal lancar-lancar aja, semoga aku bakal ketemu banyak orang baik hati di sana, banyak dapet pengalaman baru yang berguna, dan bisa menggunakan kesempatan ini sebaik-baiknya…
Bye Hamburg… See you soon…
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
hate him so much
You lied to me...
I hate you so much... more than you ever know...
All those years, I had lived in a big lie...
All those mistakes I've done because of you...
All those stupid things I did... are for nothing but a big lie...
I honestly hate you very much, and I will never forgive you...
I will remove all thoughts and memories of you...
I hate you so much... more than you ever know...
All those years, I had lived in a big lie...
All those mistakes I've done because of you...
All those stupid things I did... are for nothing but a big lie...
I honestly hate you very much, and I will never forgive you...
I will remove all thoughts and memories of you...
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
Sebenarnya... kita bisa ga sih memilih, sama siapa kita punya 'feeling'? Dan sebaliknya, bisa ga sih kita pura-pura padahal sebenernya kita ga punya 'feeling'?
Menurutku, jawaban atas dua pertanyaan itu adalah Tidak.
Kalo suka ya suka. Kalo engga ya emang engga.
Denials tuh lebih menyakitkan, dan juga melelahkan.
So what's my point actually? Don't take my writing too seriously this time. I'm too tired to think clearly...
Menurutku, jawaban atas dua pertanyaan itu adalah Tidak.
Kalo suka ya suka. Kalo engga ya emang engga.
Denials tuh lebih menyakitkan, dan juga melelahkan.
So what's my point actually? Don't take my writing too seriously this time. I'm too tired to think clearly...
Wednesday, March 09, 2005
Jalan-jalan ke Stade
Hari ini kita jadi juga jalan-jalan. Tujuan jalan-jalannya ga jauh-jauh: Stade. A small city just near Hamburg. So near that our semester ticket is still valid there. Yang ikut berdelapan: Aku, Fujie, Mba Almy, Pipit, Henny, Indra, Fair, dan Jibran. Berangkat dari Harburg jam 14:28. Siang banget ya, abis acara nya sebenernya dadakan sih :)
Tapi kadang2 acara dadakan itu deh yang malah jadi rame…
Perjalanan dari Harburg Bahnhof ke Stade itu sekitar setengah jam pake RB. Setelah banyak tragedi, mulai dari Fujie dan Indra yang kelewatan dan terpaksa turun di stasiun berikutnya, Indra yang ketinggalan tas di kereta, dsb - (hmm… demi nama baik dua orang tersebut, cerita cacat mereka ga bakal dipublikasikan di sini :D Tapi, kalo penasaran pengen tau, just ask me, and I’ll be happy to tell you… hahaha…) - akhirnya kita bisa mulai jalan2 di Stade.
Sebenernya Stade kota kecil banget sih. Sepi gitu deh. Gue pernah denger nama kota ini gara-gara Mba Aida dulu praktikum dan thesis di sini, di Dow. Mungkin, ini salah satu kota yang hidup karena di sana ada perusahaan, seperti juga Erlangen (Siemens), atau Coburg (Brose). Jalan-jalan liat Altstadtnya, bagus juga, so Europe. Banyak rumah-rumah bertingkat yang pendek-pendek. Toko-tokonya kecil-kecil di sepanjang jalan, mengingatkan ama Harburg Arcaden :) Di pinggir jalan banyak banget kafe-kafe dan restoran-restoran kecil, dan banyak diantaranya yang menawarkan menu aneka ikan. Mungkin karena Stade ini juga terletak di pinggir sungai Elbe. Dan malah posisinya lebih dekat ke laut dibandingkan Hamburg, yang terletak lebih ke sebelah Timur.
Kerjaan kita selama di sana jalan mengitari pusat kotanya aja sih, dan tentunya foto-foto. (Uh, aku lupa beli kartu pos nih, sebbell!) Sekitar jam 5 sore, kita pun memutuskan nongkrong di Alex. Hihi, iya sama ama Alex yang di pinggir Alster. Wah, mulai deh pola hidup hedon dimulai :D Pertama, pesen es krim… Abis makan yang manis2, pengen yang asin2, jadi pesen pizza. Abis pizza, terus masih brutal, pengen wings and chips, terus nachos… ck ck ck… Si Mas nya aja ampe bingung lhoh liat kita… Katanya: „Habt ihr noch Hunger??“ kekekeke… :“>
Kita nongkrong di sana 2 jam lebih, heheh… Indra (ditemenin Fair) sempet balik ke Stade Bahnhof buat ambil tas nya (Alhamdulillah, tas nya masih ada dan bisa balik ke Indra). Cela2an dan ketawa2… seneng juga… kayaknya semua nya pada melepas beban sehabis ngerjain ICTI kali ya… huehehehehe…
Dari Alex, kita sempet foto2 bentar di luar, dengan latar belakang Stade malam hari… Wuih, kotanya udah sepi bangett. Trus balik deh ke Bahnhof, dan ambil kereta RE pulang balik ke Harburg. Sampe Neugraben, kita ganti kereta dan naek S3. Di perjalanan pulang ini, bener-bener deh, Fujie dan Indra dalam pengawasan ketat. Pokoknya kalo mau ngerokok ga boleh jauh-jauh :D dan terutama buat Indra: AWASSSSS!!! TAS GA BOLEH KETINGGALAN LAGIIII!!!!!!!!!!!! :D :D :D
Tapi kadang2 acara dadakan itu deh yang malah jadi rame…
Perjalanan dari Harburg Bahnhof ke Stade itu sekitar setengah jam pake RB. Setelah banyak tragedi, mulai dari Fujie dan Indra yang kelewatan dan terpaksa turun di stasiun berikutnya, Indra yang ketinggalan tas di kereta, dsb - (hmm… demi nama baik dua orang tersebut, cerita cacat mereka ga bakal dipublikasikan di sini :D Tapi, kalo penasaran pengen tau, just ask me, and I’ll be happy to tell you… hahaha…) - akhirnya kita bisa mulai jalan2 di Stade.
Sebenernya Stade kota kecil banget sih. Sepi gitu deh. Gue pernah denger nama kota ini gara-gara Mba Aida dulu praktikum dan thesis di sini, di Dow. Mungkin, ini salah satu kota yang hidup karena di sana ada perusahaan, seperti juga Erlangen (Siemens), atau Coburg (Brose). Jalan-jalan liat Altstadtnya, bagus juga, so Europe. Banyak rumah-rumah bertingkat yang pendek-pendek. Toko-tokonya kecil-kecil di sepanjang jalan, mengingatkan ama Harburg Arcaden :) Di pinggir jalan banyak banget kafe-kafe dan restoran-restoran kecil, dan banyak diantaranya yang menawarkan menu aneka ikan. Mungkin karena Stade ini juga terletak di pinggir sungai Elbe. Dan malah posisinya lebih dekat ke laut dibandingkan Hamburg, yang terletak lebih ke sebelah Timur.
Kerjaan kita selama di sana jalan mengitari pusat kotanya aja sih, dan tentunya foto-foto. (Uh, aku lupa beli kartu pos nih, sebbell!) Sekitar jam 5 sore, kita pun memutuskan nongkrong di Alex. Hihi, iya sama ama Alex yang di pinggir Alster. Wah, mulai deh pola hidup hedon dimulai :D Pertama, pesen es krim… Abis makan yang manis2, pengen yang asin2, jadi pesen pizza. Abis pizza, terus masih brutal, pengen wings and chips, terus nachos… ck ck ck… Si Mas nya aja ampe bingung lhoh liat kita… Katanya: „Habt ihr noch Hunger??“ kekekeke… :“>
Kita nongkrong di sana 2 jam lebih, heheh… Indra (ditemenin Fair) sempet balik ke Stade Bahnhof buat ambil tas nya (Alhamdulillah, tas nya masih ada dan bisa balik ke Indra). Cela2an dan ketawa2… seneng juga… kayaknya semua nya pada melepas beban sehabis ngerjain ICTI kali ya… huehehehehe…
Dari Alex, kita sempet foto2 bentar di luar, dengan latar belakang Stade malam hari… Wuih, kotanya udah sepi bangett. Trus balik deh ke Bahnhof, dan ambil kereta RE pulang balik ke Harburg. Sampe Neugraben, kita ganti kereta dan naek S3. Di perjalanan pulang ini, bener-bener deh, Fujie dan Indra dalam pengawasan ketat. Pokoknya kalo mau ngerokok ga boleh jauh-jauh :D dan terutama buat Indra: AWASSSSS!!! TAS GA BOLEH KETINGGALAN LAGIIII!!!!!!!!!!!! :D :D :D
Tuesday, March 08, 2005
Terusannya bad mood :)
As I've mentioned previously, I had such a terrible mood today. It went on, until almost 7 o'clock pm. I rushed to Marktkauf, I needed to buy somethings, and anyway, I thought fresh air will help ditching my bad mood.
Janjian ketemu temen di Marktkauf, dan gue ngajak dia makan di luar... bukan apa apa, pas gue mau pergi roomies gue lagi mesra gitu di dapur... :D dan gue males aja berada di situ, kayaknya berasa banget jadi nyamuk... hehehee... mendingan cari makan di luarr...
Akhirnya makan pizza, dan akhirnya diteruskan dengan curhat2an... masalah cinta... wah memang complicated banget ya soal yang satu itu... :)
Pulang, bad mood ilang, tapi tetep bingung, ternyata mau pergi jalan2 ke Bremen dan Hannover aja susah banget ya, musti kasih tau sini kasih tau sana, posting di milis sini dan situ, dan ngga lupa harus juga bilang2 kalo ini acara personal, dan bukan acara penutupan...
Kenapa ya, terkadang "label" itu dijadikan penting? Padahal seharusnya menurut gue, engga lho... Udah ah, gue capek, mo tidur aja... have a nice dream, all!!
Janjian ketemu temen di Marktkauf, dan gue ngajak dia makan di luar... bukan apa apa, pas gue mau pergi roomies gue lagi mesra gitu di dapur... :D dan gue males aja berada di situ, kayaknya berasa banget jadi nyamuk... hehehee... mendingan cari makan di luarr...
Akhirnya makan pizza, dan akhirnya diteruskan dengan curhat2an... masalah cinta... wah memang complicated banget ya soal yang satu itu... :)
Pulang, bad mood ilang, tapi tetep bingung, ternyata mau pergi jalan2 ke Bremen dan Hannover aja susah banget ya, musti kasih tau sini kasih tau sana, posting di milis sini dan situ, dan ngga lupa harus juga bilang2 kalo ini acara personal, dan bukan acara penutupan...
Kenapa ya, terkadang "label" itu dijadikan penting? Padahal seharusnya menurut gue, engga lho... Udah ah, gue capek, mo tidur aja... have a nice dream, all!!
Monday, February 28, 2005
Wednesday, February 23, 2005
still some scraps
From Jan 26th to Feb 7th, my friends and I, the three of us, had a trip to Italy.
I went with Novi (my best-girl-friend here in Hamburg), and Yonny. The trip was so memorable… Doing crazy stuff, making stupid jokes, with unforgettable experiences…
Something we all will remember when we’re old and wrinkled… :D and then we might smile and say: “Do you remember the hedonism life we had in Venice? Oh how crazy and fun it was…”
Milan, Jan 26 – Jan 28
“Gosh… Look at those cameras… He really takes this thing seriously…” that was the first thing on my mind when I saw Yonny’s stuff. Cameras, tripod, monopod, folded chair (believe me, it is a chair), lenses, films, batteries, chargers…
We met at ZOB and took the bus to Lübeck airport. On our way there, the snow was falling, as if feeling sad we’re going to leave Hamburg… hehehe… ok… let’s cut the narcissism… :D
Arrived at Lübeck airport. It’s quite small, and the only logo I saw was Ryanair. Is it the only airline that uses this airport or what??
It was kinda weird to go on a trip with someone you don’t really know, such as Yonny. At first, I didn’t know much about him. Except that he’s also TUHH student, he likes photography and is very good in it... But he turned out to be quite crazy and fun, even tough he can be a little jaim sometimes… :D
(So, Yon, what does BBS SMY stand for??? Hehehe…)
The flight from Lübeck to Bergamo lasted about one hour. We flew over the Alps. I was lucky, because I sat next to the window so I could see almost everything… It was… amazing…
Seeing the Alps from above is another experience… The big mountains seemed so small. Those mountains, hills, and plains are covered with snow, and they looked like the cover of the bed after being slept on the night before…
Arrived in Bergamo. Took the bus to get to Milan central station. Our hotel was quite close to the central station, only 5 minutes is needed to get there on foot. After freshened ourselves up a little bit, we started our journey by visiting the church St. Maria della Grazie, hoping off course to see the famous painting on the wall: Leonardo’s The Last Supper.
Ok, so we’d found the church. We went inside. Hmm, well, nice church. Great statues, great paintings… but still, not the last Supper. So, where is it? Maybe the next one. Nope. Well, maybe there, on the corner. Wrong. Perhaps on the other side of the church. Nothing. Hmm, probably there’s a door or whatever around here that will lead us to a room where the painting was kept.
No, nothing… it was kinda strange…
Well, it turned out that the painting was not situated inside the church (why didn’t the guide book mention about this???!!!!), but outside, on the piazza just beside the church. And to see the painting, you have to pay 6 € (or was it 8? I can’t remember). The number of visitor to see this painting per day is limited. And at that day, the limit was exceeded. So, to see the famous painting, we would have to come again the following day, pay 6 €, and this is just to see ONE painting…
We decided that the painting was just NOT worth all the trouble, so we took off, and headed to another famous part of Milan… the street where the world-famous-brands are… :D
Like Paris, Milan is famous for fashion. When you come to Milan, you can feel that the people here care more about fashion (just like the people in Paris).
According to the book, this avenue, called -------- is one of the must-see things in Milan. That’s why we went there. But, there’s nothing we could do there :D except from reading the brand names slowly (long Italian names are difficult to read) and added the “woooww…” or “uuuuuuhh…” expressions…
So we didn’t stay there too long, and we hurried back to the central station, to have dinner in another world –famous-brand: McDonald. :D Who would have thought, there was an offer in McD! Hamburger for 50 cents! Cheeseburger for 1€! Fillet of fish for 2€…! We ordered like we never had burgers before :D
After dinner, we decided to continue our journey and visited the famous Galeria Vittorio Emanuele II at night. It was the landmark of the city I guess. A very beautiful place for shopping centres, restaurants, and hotel. When we got there, all the stores are closed, and not too many people were there. So, Yonny took pictures of the building, and in the end… he took pictures of us too :)
“So… this is how it feels… to be a model, doing a photo session in Milan, in a public place…”
Hahaha…
So, that’s the end of day 1.
I went with Novi (my best-girl-friend here in Hamburg), and Yonny. The trip was so memorable… Doing crazy stuff, making stupid jokes, with unforgettable experiences…
Something we all will remember when we’re old and wrinkled… :D and then we might smile and say: “Do you remember the hedonism life we had in Venice? Oh how crazy and fun it was…”
Milan, Jan 26 – Jan 28
“Gosh… Look at those cameras… He really takes this thing seriously…” that was the first thing on my mind when I saw Yonny’s stuff. Cameras, tripod, monopod, folded chair (believe me, it is a chair), lenses, films, batteries, chargers…
We met at ZOB and took the bus to Lübeck airport. On our way there, the snow was falling, as if feeling sad we’re going to leave Hamburg… hehehe… ok… let’s cut the narcissism… :D
Arrived at Lübeck airport. It’s quite small, and the only logo I saw was Ryanair. Is it the only airline that uses this airport or what??
It was kinda weird to go on a trip with someone you don’t really know, such as Yonny. At first, I didn’t know much about him. Except that he’s also TUHH student, he likes photography and is very good in it... But he turned out to be quite crazy and fun, even tough he can be a little jaim sometimes… :D
(So, Yon, what does BBS SMY stand for??? Hehehe…)
The flight from Lübeck to Bergamo lasted about one hour. We flew over the Alps. I was lucky, because I sat next to the window so I could see almost everything… It was… amazing…
Seeing the Alps from above is another experience… The big mountains seemed so small. Those mountains, hills, and plains are covered with snow, and they looked like the cover of the bed after being slept on the night before…
Arrived in Bergamo. Took the bus to get to Milan central station. Our hotel was quite close to the central station, only 5 minutes is needed to get there on foot. After freshened ourselves up a little bit, we started our journey by visiting the church St. Maria della Grazie, hoping off course to see the famous painting on the wall: Leonardo’s The Last Supper.
Ok, so we’d found the church. We went inside. Hmm, well, nice church. Great statues, great paintings… but still, not the last Supper. So, where is it? Maybe the next one. Nope. Well, maybe there, on the corner. Wrong. Perhaps on the other side of the church. Nothing. Hmm, probably there’s a door or whatever around here that will lead us to a room where the painting was kept.
No, nothing… it was kinda strange…
Well, it turned out that the painting was not situated inside the church (why didn’t the guide book mention about this???!!!!), but outside, on the piazza just beside the church. And to see the painting, you have to pay 6 € (or was it 8? I can’t remember). The number of visitor to see this painting per day is limited. And at that day, the limit was exceeded. So, to see the famous painting, we would have to come again the following day, pay 6 €, and this is just to see ONE painting…
We decided that the painting was just NOT worth all the trouble, so we took off, and headed to another famous part of Milan… the street where the world-famous-brands are… :D
Like Paris, Milan is famous for fashion. When you come to Milan, you can feel that the people here care more about fashion (just like the people in Paris).
According to the book, this avenue, called -------- is one of the must-see things in Milan. That’s why we went there. But, there’s nothing we could do there :D except from reading the brand names slowly (long Italian names are difficult to read) and added the “woooww…” or “uuuuuuhh…” expressions…
So we didn’t stay there too long, and we hurried back to the central station, to have dinner in another world –famous-brand: McDonald. :D Who would have thought, there was an offer in McD! Hamburger for 50 cents! Cheeseburger for 1€! Fillet of fish for 2€…! We ordered like we never had burgers before :D
After dinner, we decided to continue our journey and visited the famous Galeria Vittorio Emanuele II at night. It was the landmark of the city I guess. A very beautiful place for shopping centres, restaurants, and hotel. When we got there, all the stores are closed, and not too many people were there. So, Yonny took pictures of the building, and in the end… he took pictures of us too :)
“So… this is how it feels… to be a model, doing a photo session in Milan, in a public place…”
Hahaha…
So, that’s the end of day 1.
Thursday, February 17, 2005
Wednesday, February 16, 2005
Mandalawangi - Pangrango by Soe Hok Gie
Barusan baca puisi ini, dikirim oleh Kak Henky di bulletin board-nya friendster :)
Puisi yang cantik sekali... terutama bait ke-5...
Hope you like it as much as I do... :)
Mandalawangi - Pangrango by Soe Hok Gie
Senja ini, ketika matahari turun kedalam jurang2mu
aku datang kembali kedalam ribaanmu, dalam sepimu
dan dalam dinginmu
walaupun setiap orang berbicara tentang manfaat dan guna
aku bicara padamu tentang cinta dan keindahan
dan aku terima kau dalam keberadaanmu
seperti kau terima daku
Aku cinta padamu, Pangrango yang dingin dan sepi
sungaimu adalah nyanyian keabadian tentang tiada
hutanmu adalah misteri segala cintamu dan cintaku
adalah kebisuan semesta
Malam itu ketika dingin dan kebisuan menyelimuti
Mandalawangi Kau datang kembali
Dan bicara padaku tentang kehampaan semua
"Hidup adalah soal keberanian, menghadapi yang tanda tanya"
tanpa kita mengerti, tanpa kita bisa menawar
'terimalah dan hadapilah
dan antara ransel2 kosong dan api unggun yang membara aku terima ini semua
melampaui batas2 hutanmu, melampaui batas2 jurangmu
aku cinta padamu Pangrango
karena aku cinta pada keberanian hidup
Soe Hok Gie
Jakarta 19-7-1966
Puisi yang cantik sekali... terutama bait ke-5...
Hope you like it as much as I do... :)
Mandalawangi - Pangrango by Soe Hok Gie
Senja ini, ketika matahari turun kedalam jurang2mu
aku datang kembali kedalam ribaanmu, dalam sepimu
dan dalam dinginmu
walaupun setiap orang berbicara tentang manfaat dan guna
aku bicara padamu tentang cinta dan keindahan
dan aku terima kau dalam keberadaanmu
seperti kau terima daku
Aku cinta padamu, Pangrango yang dingin dan sepi
sungaimu adalah nyanyian keabadian tentang tiada
hutanmu adalah misteri segala cintamu dan cintaku
adalah kebisuan semesta
Malam itu ketika dingin dan kebisuan menyelimuti
Mandalawangi Kau datang kembali
Dan bicara padaku tentang kehampaan semua
"Hidup adalah soal keberanian, menghadapi yang tanda tanya"
tanpa kita mengerti, tanpa kita bisa menawar
'terimalah dan hadapilah
dan antara ransel2 kosong dan api unggun yang membara aku terima ini semua
melampaui batas2 hutanmu, melampaui batas2 jurangmu
aku cinta padamu Pangrango
karena aku cinta pada keberanian hidup
Soe Hok Gie
Jakarta 19-7-1966
Friday, February 11, 2005
After the trip
In the end, I have to say this:
This may not be such a perfect holiday
It might be too long
In the beginning, I hardly knew the guy I went together with
We had quarrels too sometimes
We survived those “garing” jokes
And made a lot of dirty jokes ;)
It ended up to be two girls lost in Florence and Rome, hanged only on a guide book on Italy
For me, the trip was an escape from all my thoughts and burdens
And, the plan that this should be a secret trip didn’t work at all :D
But,
As everything has ended, and we have to go back to normal life and to reality,
I must say that I am glad that we went together and made that journey.
It was an unforgettable experience,
With sweet memories,
About friendship, taking chances, and freedom…
P.S
To a dear friend of mine who always protests when I use “we” as the subject in my sentences:
This time, I really do mean "we", the three of us...
Have a nice time home, hun!!
This may not be such a perfect holiday
It might be too long
In the beginning, I hardly knew the guy I went together with
We had quarrels too sometimes
We survived those “garing” jokes
And made a lot of dirty jokes ;)
It ended up to be two girls lost in Florence and Rome, hanged only on a guide book on Italy
For me, the trip was an escape from all my thoughts and burdens
And, the plan that this should be a secret trip didn’t work at all :D
But,
As everything has ended, and we have to go back to normal life and to reality,
I must say that I am glad that we went together and made that journey.
It was an unforgettable experience,
With sweet memories,
About friendship, taking chances, and freedom…
P.S
To a dear friend of mine who always protests when I use “we” as the subject in my sentences:
This time, I really do mean "we", the three of us...
Have a nice time home, hun!!
Thursday, February 10, 2005
Tuesday, January 25, 2005
Talkin about good deeds
Mo cerita dikit…
As you know, the past few days, gue jadi orang yang ngirit dan itungan banget :D
Sebab gue pengen nge-hemat buat rencana perjalanan gue ke itali, which will cost me really a lot (huaaa hikshiks).
Gue punya makanan kok di rumah, stok gue minggu lalu. Indomie, roti, beras. So, gue janji ama diri sendiri untuk ga ngeluarin duit buat belanja makanan lagi. Gue musti bisa survive ama makanan itu doang… Ga mau beli jus, ga mau beli sayuran, apalagi buah2an… Pokoknya NO! Gue ga kepengen belanja! Bener-bener memperketat ikat pinggang :D
Hihihi… pelit banget deh ama diri sendiri.
But I survive kok. The past few days, that’s how I live my life… :D
But today, I feel really sick. I need something healthy! I need something else than just carbohydrate! Tapi mau belanja apa! Huh, ternyata aku masih memilih ga ngeluarin duit daripada makan sayur dan buah :P
Arrrgh! Aku pengen makan yang bener!! Kangen masakan indo, pengen makan nasi pake lauk yang enakkk!! Huh! Bete! Mana lagi PMS pula! Udah ah, daripada kepikiran kepengen makan macem-macem, mendingan tidur aja… bete…
Sejam kemudian kayaknya, gue dibangunin… eh roomies gue udah pulang, dan gue diajakin makan… makanan Tung… Waah, rasanya seneng banget. Hihihi langsung nambah dua kali…
Rasanya nikmaaaat bangett… I wish they knew how thankful I am…
Hihi padahal mungkin buat Nurul en Fujie ini tuh biasa aja kali ya. Fujie bilang kalo ini tuh ‚Blumen’ atas duit gue yang dia pinjem buat ngurus visa. Andai dia tahu… betapa gue emang lagi ngidam pengen makan enak… :“>
This reminds me of one thing. Segala perbuatan baik kita, seberapa pun kecilnya itu, pada suatu saat dan tempat yang tepat, punya makna dan efek yang sangat besar buat orang lain.
So, keep doing good deeds to people!
P.S
Unfortunately, the same thing also goes to bad deeds…
Written by Nyiw,
very full, smiling, and out of pocket… :D
As you know, the past few days, gue jadi orang yang ngirit dan itungan banget :D
Sebab gue pengen nge-hemat buat rencana perjalanan gue ke itali, which will cost me really a lot (huaaa hikshiks).
Gue punya makanan kok di rumah, stok gue minggu lalu. Indomie, roti, beras. So, gue janji ama diri sendiri untuk ga ngeluarin duit buat belanja makanan lagi. Gue musti bisa survive ama makanan itu doang… Ga mau beli jus, ga mau beli sayuran, apalagi buah2an… Pokoknya NO! Gue ga kepengen belanja! Bener-bener memperketat ikat pinggang :D
Hihihi… pelit banget deh ama diri sendiri.
But I survive kok. The past few days, that’s how I live my life… :D
But today, I feel really sick. I need something healthy! I need something else than just carbohydrate! Tapi mau belanja apa! Huh, ternyata aku masih memilih ga ngeluarin duit daripada makan sayur dan buah :P
Arrrgh! Aku pengen makan yang bener!! Kangen masakan indo, pengen makan nasi pake lauk yang enakkk!! Huh! Bete! Mana lagi PMS pula! Udah ah, daripada kepikiran kepengen makan macem-macem, mendingan tidur aja… bete…
Sejam kemudian kayaknya, gue dibangunin… eh roomies gue udah pulang, dan gue diajakin makan… makanan Tung… Waah, rasanya seneng banget. Hihihi langsung nambah dua kali…
Rasanya nikmaaaat bangett… I wish they knew how thankful I am…
Hihi padahal mungkin buat Nurul en Fujie ini tuh biasa aja kali ya. Fujie bilang kalo ini tuh ‚Blumen’ atas duit gue yang dia pinjem buat ngurus visa. Andai dia tahu… betapa gue emang lagi ngidam pengen makan enak… :“>
This reminds me of one thing. Segala perbuatan baik kita, seberapa pun kecilnya itu, pada suatu saat dan tempat yang tepat, punya makna dan efek yang sangat besar buat orang lain.
So, keep doing good deeds to people!
P.S
Unfortunately, the same thing also goes to bad deeds…
Written by Nyiw,
very full, smiling, and out of pocket… :D
Sunday, January 23, 2005
Just a thought
Life is full of options and making decisions. I think it is very important to really look inside you and find out what it is that you really want. What are your dreams? What are you striving for?
Life is a journey. There is no right or wrong.
Simply decisions – consequences…
No regrets. Live life like that.
Never regret something that’s already happened.
And never take actions that you’re going to regret in the future.
The only person you can count on is yourself.
Life is a journey. There is no right or wrong.
Simply decisions – consequences…
No regrets. Live life like that.
Never regret something that’s already happened.
And never take actions that you’re going to regret in the future.
The only person you can count on is yourself.
Tuesday, January 18, 2005
to see the world
I want to see the world...!!! I want to see the world!!!
the cities, the villages...
the historical buildings... the masterpieces...
the wilderness...
the mountains, the beaches...
the rivers, and the riverbanks...
to meet people, and try to get a feeling on how life feels like for them...
There are wonderful places here on planet earth,
such a waste if they're not explored!!!
I wish I'm able to do that...
the cities, the villages...
the historical buildings... the masterpieces...
the wilderness...
the mountains, the beaches...
the rivers, and the riverbanks...
to meet people, and try to get a feeling on how life feels like for them...
There are wonderful places here on planet earth,
such a waste if they're not explored!!!
I wish I'm able to do that...
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