Saturday, May 07, 2005

terobsesi

Hari ini aku baca Cintapuccino, novel Indonesia yang dipinjemin sama Mba Almy. Ceritanya bagus lho… cewe banget, dan bermakna. Bukan cerita abg, dan real banget rasanya.
Cerita tentang cewe, mid 20s – yup, also having a quarter life crisis, just like you and me :D – yang punya obsesi sama cowo bernama Nimo sejak SMA. Dan pada akhirnya dia harus milih: cowo obsesi nya itu atau seorang cowo nyaris sempurna yang selalu ada buat dia…

Bersamaan dengan datangnya musim semi, yang sering disebut „mating season“, topik2 pembicaraan tentang cinta juga jadi marak lagi. :) Dan gue, as a very normal girl (hehe… cari pembenaran) jelas ikut terpengaruh…

Ada beberapa quote di buku itu yang cukup mengena buat gue:

„Nimo hidup dalam imajinasi lo – and that’s what makes him so perfect, because he’s unreachable, he’s there… he lives in your mind… he’s perfect because you’ve created him to be perfect there…“

- Cintapuccino, hal 58 -

Gue kena banget rasanya pas baca itu… kayak ditonjok… hihi…

Setelah baca buku ini, I looked at my self on the mirror… Hmm… I am going to be 25 this year, single with no interesting social life, still stucked in Germany at least for another 1 year, chubby (I’m not saying fat… :P), wearing a false tooth :), no model material, hmm… Will true love happen to me? :D

P.S.
Btw, kalian gimana? Pernah terobsesi ma seseorang? Aku sih pernah… Waktu SMP. Iya, engga separah Rahmi di Cintapuccino sih, dan efeknya juga ga lama, paling dari kelas 1 sampe kelas 3 SMP doang. Yup. I did some of those stupid things… Nelpon rumahnya terus ditutup. Pulang sekolah minta tolong Pak Anto supaya ngelewatin rumahnya pake mobil. Ngumpulin informasi kayak dia lahir di mana, tanggal berapa, adik2nya namanya siapa, temen2nya siapa aja. Tiap minggu rajin dateng ke acara PMR just to see him (Wah, ketahuan deh kalo orangnya anggota PMR hehehe…)
Setiap lembar diary setiap hari isinya cuma dia, dia, dan dia… :D Dan hal terbodoh tentunya, ngerasa that we ARE meant to be…

Kalo diinget sekarang rasanya bodoh dan serem bangett… Apaan siihhh sampe segitu-gitunya? Hihihi… yah itulah one episode in my past…

Enjoy your weekend, guys... :)

Thursday, May 05, 2005

nyanyi-nyanyi yuuk

Estoy loca
Enamorada, de ti...

It seemed to be like the perfect thing for you and me
It's so ironic you're what I had pictured you to be
But there are facts in our lives
We can never change
Just tell me that you understand and feel the same
This perfect romance that I've created in my mind
I'd live a thousand lives
Each one with you right by my side
But yet we find ourselves in a less than perfect circumstance
And so it seems like we'll never have the chance

Ain't it funny how some feelings you just can't deny (Oh)
And you can't move on even though you try (Oh)
Ain't it strange when you're feeling things you shouldn't feel
Oh, I wish this could be real
Ain't it funny how a moment could just change your life (Oh)
And you don't want to face what's wrong or right (No)
Ain't it strange how fate can play a part
In the story of your heart

Sometimes I think that a true love can never be
I just believe that somehow it wasn't meant for me
Life can be cruel in a way that I can't explain
And I don't think that I could face it all again
I barely know you but somehow I know what you're about
A deeper love I've found in you
And I no longer doubt
You've touched my heart and it altered every plan I've made
And now I feel that I don't have to be afraid

Ain't it funny how some feelings you just can't deny (Oh)
And you can't move on even though you try (Oh)
Ain't it strange when you're feeling things you shouldn't feel
Oh, I wish this could be real
Ain't it funny how a moment could just change your life (Oh)
And you don't want to face what's wrong or right (No)
Ain't it strange how fate can play a part
In the story of your heart

I locked away my heart
But you just set it free
Emotions I felt
Held me back from what my life should be
I pushed you far away
And yet you stayed with me
I guess this means
That you and me were meant to be

Ohhhhhhhhhhhh

Ain't it funny how some feelings you just can't deny
And you can't move on even though you try
Ain't it strange when you're feeling things you shouldn't feel
Oh, I wish this could be real, oh yeah, oh yeah
Ain't it funny how a moment could just change your life
And you don't want to face what's wrong or right , no no
Ain't it strange how fate can play a part
In the story of your heart, oh yeah

Ain't it funny how some feelings you just can't deny (Funny)
And you can't move on even though you try (Even if you try)
Ain't it strange when you're feeling things you shouldn't feel
Baby, ain't it funny how
Ain't it funny how a moment could just change your life (Change your life)
And you don't want to face what's wrong or right (Wrong or right)
Ain't it strange how fate can play a part
Baby, ain't it funny how

Ain't it funny how some feelings you just can't deny (Can't deny)
And you can't move on even though you try (though you try)
Ain't it strange when you're feeling things you shouldn't feel (Baby)
Ain't it funny how a moment could just change your life
And you don't want to face what's wrong or right

Ain't it funny how some feelings you just can't deny
And you can't move on even though you try
Ain't it strange when you're feeling things you shouldn't feel
Ain't it funny how a moment could just change your life
And you don't want to face what's wrong or right
Ain't it strange how fate can play a part

Lagunya Jennifer Lopez.
Lagi suka aja ma lagunya, didukung teks nya lumayan nyerempet2 lagi hihi... Tapi, the feeling is not too deep, kok... bener deh... just for fun... :)