Wah... berita baru nih... Megan, yang internetnya gue tebengin, mendadak pulang balik besok ke negaranya. Mendadak. Omanya meninggal. Jadi, dia putuskan untuk mempercepat internshipnya 1 minggu, rencana jalan2 dicancel habis, dan besok dia pulang total.
And so does the internet. Weg. Nothing that I can do... Huuu... padahal kan masih ada sekitar seminggu lagi mustinyaaa.... :((
So, no more writing in my blog, no more chatting, no more listening to yahoo music... reading other's blogs... Simply nothing... Aaah... Scheiße... There's really nothing that I can do...
Saturday, July 23, 2005
Saturday, July 16, 2005
Halo,
sudah baca postingan terbaru di blognya Atta? Aku barusan baca, dan langsung nangis.
Menyentuh banget.
Jadi merasa diingatkan (lagi), betapa beruntungnya hidup gue...
Engga pantes banget rasanya mengeluh ama situasi, and ngerasa depressed...
Nobody has a perfect life. All that we can do is just cherish it and make the most from it.
sudah baca postingan terbaru di blognya Atta? Aku barusan baca, dan langsung nangis.
Menyentuh banget.
Jadi merasa diingatkan (lagi), betapa beruntungnya hidup gue...
Engga pantes banget rasanya mengeluh ama situasi, and ngerasa depressed...
Nobody has a perfect life. All that we can do is just cherish it and make the most from it.
Saturday, July 09, 2005
Recycle
Halo... es ist schon sehr spät, aber ich kann nicht schlafen, vielleicht habe ich zu viel im Kopf... Ich habe noch ein Paar Emails geschrieben, und mein Blog gelesen.
Ich habe gerade eine alte Mitteilung im meinem Blog gefunden, vom November 2004. Sie ist über Selbständigkeit und Zufriedenheit. Ich finde das sehr schön.
Deshalb habe ich die noch mal in dieser Mitteilung kopiert…
(I know I made lots of mistakes… :D Just don’t laugh at me, okay?!)
Just a thought that came up today… hope this thought can remind me later on in my life…A lesson learned today. Don’t you ever rely your happiness on anyone, whoever he/she is for you. Don’t you ever look for happiness in anyone, cause happiness comes from inside you…Don’t you ever let anybody have the power to control your feelings…You have the total control of yourself, not any other person. You can make yourself feel happy, sad, lonely, disappointed, etc… depending on your own decision…When you are sad, tired, and full of problems, don’t expect (nor demand!) other people to comfort you… That will only make you feel disappointed and wounded. Especially when you found out that after you whined and spoiled all your troubles out, you didn’t get the reaction or the comfort that you’d expected…I should keep this in mind… even when I’m married someday… I should hold on to this… Achieve true independence, ndri!
P.S.
When you got no one to talk to, a blog is truly a good media to express yourself... :)
That's sort of the explanation on why I keep updating this blog almost everyday with not-so-important stuff, as probably some of you have noticed :)
Ich habe gerade eine alte Mitteilung im meinem Blog gefunden, vom November 2004. Sie ist über Selbständigkeit und Zufriedenheit. Ich finde das sehr schön.
Deshalb habe ich die noch mal in dieser Mitteilung kopiert…
(I know I made lots of mistakes… :D Just don’t laugh at me, okay?!)
Just a thought that came up today… hope this thought can remind me later on in my life…A lesson learned today. Don’t you ever rely your happiness on anyone, whoever he/she is for you. Don’t you ever look for happiness in anyone, cause happiness comes from inside you…Don’t you ever let anybody have the power to control your feelings…You have the total control of yourself, not any other person. You can make yourself feel happy, sad, lonely, disappointed, etc… depending on your own decision…When you are sad, tired, and full of problems, don’t expect (nor demand!) other people to comfort you… That will only make you feel disappointed and wounded. Especially when you found out that after you whined and spoiled all your troubles out, you didn’t get the reaction or the comfort that you’d expected…I should keep this in mind… even when I’m married someday… I should hold on to this… Achieve true independence, ndri!
P.S.
When you got no one to talk to, a blog is truly a good media to express yourself... :)
That's sort of the explanation on why I keep updating this blog almost everyday with not-so-important stuff, as probably some of you have noticed :)
Friday, July 08, 2005
Cerita-cerita
Ada berbagai cerita hari ini.
Pertama, hari ini Anlage-ku untuk pertama kalinya dicoba di-start up. Berasa agak serem juga, soalnya alatnya kan besar, kemungkinan terjadi apa-apa lebih besar. Trus, sempet ngerasa stupid banget, soalnya kayaknya aku kok sering mengeluarkan pertanyaan-pertanyaan bodoh ke Rüdiger dan Hanno. Nanya yang sebenernya very basic in Process Engineering gitu... Tapi, kalo engga nanya, entar penasaran terus, so mending mana coba? Go to hell with jaga image en sok tau deh... Mumpung bisa nanya, nanya aja, iya ga sih?
Tapi, jadi berasa malu ati sih, kayaknya ilmu Process Eng-ku rendah bangett... :( Jadi bertanya-tanya, emang aku yang parah, atau normal ya kalo orang ga ngerti apa-apa begitu tiba-tiba dikenalin ama Plant baru? Engga tau deh...
Kedua, hari ini aku pergi ke Umwelzentrale di Z75. My first invitation nih... Nyampe sana pas banget jam 3. Dengerin presentasi soal gimana BASF menangani berbagai masalah lingkungan. Kalo yang ditangani ama Z75 ini khususnya soal udara, air, bau2an, dan suara. Buatku, kelihatannya canggih banget. Ternyata begini yah aplikasi sesungguhnya dari yang aku pernah belajar pas kuliah.
Ada beberapa remarks yang aku inget, such as, gimana kebutuhan listrik satu komplek pabrik selama satu hari satu malem yang lebih besar dari pada satu kota Frankfurt am Main. Terus (katanya sih) kebutuhan air satu komplek yang lebih besar daripada satu kota Paris... ga kebayang deh. Ga heran ya, industries, in this case chemical industries, selalu bikin repot orang2 lingkungan...
Few things yang bisa aku bilang, Sesuai karakteristiknya orang Jerman, yang selalu stick to the rules, mereka di Umweltzentrale ini kayaknya pegang banget sama segala peraturan pemerintah, dan willing to take every measure and precautions needed. Bagusnya, mereka open banget. Such as, anyone - either the employee working at the complex or the people living at the surrounding neighbourhood - can call a certain hotline number and report if an "environmental" problem come up due to BASF activities. Like, if something smells really stink, or it's too noisy and all that. They also have this Umweltüberwachung cars that drive around the complex to measure different parameters and to be ready if something happen.
The presentation is not that long, about one hour. And I'm quite sure that the guy (Der Teamleiter) has done the presentation so many many times, that he can remember all of it by heart :D It makes the presentation doesn't feel so special anymore, because he looks so used to it :D But it was a nice experience, learn new things. (Psst, and also I am able to leave work at 14.30 and to go home at 16.00 hhihihihi)
Cerita ketiga hari ini, simply kesebelan gue ama seorang cowo Jerman yang suddenly merubah mood gue... huhuhu... betee... kenapa ya, aku ga ngerti deh, kenapa cowo2 di sini begitu dingin dan tidak ramahnya... :(
Begini ya, kan Selasa kemaren aku pegi nonton. It was in large group, but then I'm 100% sure that he knows that I was there, He must have recognized my face. I mean, there are not too many faces like me around here, aren't there? I even still remember his name. I mean, we've been introduced, you jerk (Oops!:D) Eh terus ya, di halte bus, I smiled at him, and he gave me the who-are-you-i-dont-know-you-why-are-you-looking-at-me look.... Ugghhh... rasanya... pengen meledak deh... Ngapain sih, pura-pura ga kenal gitu?? Probably he doesn't feel comfortable talking to me, because he doesn't know me well, and probably also because he's...German... Yess... German guys...sucks. I don't understand them. The thing is, they act like that not because they're arrogant or snob or those things. No, I think they're simply unfriendly, and they never want to start the conversation first (salute to all German ladies :D), and they try to escape uncomfortable situations by being ignorant.... arrggh... such a pain in the ass....
This is not the first time this thing happened, you know... That's why I'm being so angry now...
Now, you can see right, why that JBF guy suddenly looks so special to me. At least he smiles when he sees me, and willing to ask how am I doing (though he won't ask anything else, unless I start asking and talking to him hheheheh :P)
(Oh, sorry. Sorry for all those swearings... I don't know why, but I feel so mad, so angry...
And, I know... I know I'm being so judging and unfair... Not all German guys are like that, some are really nice... But what can I do, this one is... Scheiße...)
Malemnya, wie immer, ada Bibelstunde. Seneng juga, ada temen ngumpul. Jadinya melupakan kesebalan sama si cowo Jerman. Eh, FYI, si cowo Jerman yang gue bicarakan di atas ini, gue sama sekali ga ada personal interest whatsoever lhoh. Don't get it wrong... ih... males banget dehh...
(Duh, kok masih emosi ya? Gimana nih? Help!!)
Udah ah, udah kepanjangan. Ntar disambung lagi ya...
Pertama, hari ini Anlage-ku untuk pertama kalinya dicoba di-start up. Berasa agak serem juga, soalnya alatnya kan besar, kemungkinan terjadi apa-apa lebih besar. Trus, sempet ngerasa stupid banget, soalnya kayaknya aku kok sering mengeluarkan pertanyaan-pertanyaan bodoh ke Rüdiger dan Hanno. Nanya yang sebenernya very basic in Process Engineering gitu... Tapi, kalo engga nanya, entar penasaran terus, so mending mana coba? Go to hell with jaga image en sok tau deh... Mumpung bisa nanya, nanya aja, iya ga sih?
Tapi, jadi berasa malu ati sih, kayaknya ilmu Process Eng-ku rendah bangett... :( Jadi bertanya-tanya, emang aku yang parah, atau normal ya kalo orang ga ngerti apa-apa begitu tiba-tiba dikenalin ama Plant baru? Engga tau deh...
Kedua, hari ini aku pergi ke Umwelzentrale di Z75. My first invitation nih... Nyampe sana pas banget jam 3. Dengerin presentasi soal gimana BASF menangani berbagai masalah lingkungan. Kalo yang ditangani ama Z75 ini khususnya soal udara, air, bau2an, dan suara. Buatku, kelihatannya canggih banget. Ternyata begini yah aplikasi sesungguhnya dari yang aku pernah belajar pas kuliah.
Ada beberapa remarks yang aku inget, such as, gimana kebutuhan listrik satu komplek pabrik selama satu hari satu malem yang lebih besar dari pada satu kota Frankfurt am Main. Terus (katanya sih) kebutuhan air satu komplek yang lebih besar daripada satu kota Paris... ga kebayang deh. Ga heran ya, industries, in this case chemical industries, selalu bikin repot orang2 lingkungan...
Few things yang bisa aku bilang, Sesuai karakteristiknya orang Jerman, yang selalu stick to the rules, mereka di Umweltzentrale ini kayaknya pegang banget sama segala peraturan pemerintah, dan willing to take every measure and precautions needed. Bagusnya, mereka open banget. Such as, anyone - either the employee working at the complex or the people living at the surrounding neighbourhood - can call a certain hotline number and report if an "environmental" problem come up due to BASF activities. Like, if something smells really stink, or it's too noisy and all that. They also have this Umweltüberwachung cars that drive around the complex to measure different parameters and to be ready if something happen.
The presentation is not that long, about one hour. And I'm quite sure that the guy (Der Teamleiter) has done the presentation so many many times, that he can remember all of it by heart :D It makes the presentation doesn't feel so special anymore, because he looks so used to it :D But it was a nice experience, learn new things. (Psst, and also I am able to leave work at 14.30 and to go home at 16.00 hhihihihi)
Cerita ketiga hari ini, simply kesebelan gue ama seorang cowo Jerman yang suddenly merubah mood gue... huhuhu... betee... kenapa ya, aku ga ngerti deh, kenapa cowo2 di sini begitu dingin dan tidak ramahnya... :(
Begini ya, kan Selasa kemaren aku pegi nonton. It was in large group, but then I'm 100% sure that he knows that I was there, He must have recognized my face. I mean, there are not too many faces like me around here, aren't there? I even still remember his name. I mean, we've been introduced, you jerk (Oops!:D) Eh terus ya, di halte bus, I smiled at him, and he gave me the who-are-you-i-dont-know-you-why-are-you-looking-at-me look.... Ugghhh... rasanya... pengen meledak deh... Ngapain sih, pura-pura ga kenal gitu?? Probably he doesn't feel comfortable talking to me, because he doesn't know me well, and probably also because he's...German... Yess... German guys...sucks. I don't understand them. The thing is, they act like that not because they're arrogant or snob or those things. No, I think they're simply unfriendly, and they never want to start the conversation first (salute to all German ladies :D), and they try to escape uncomfortable situations by being ignorant.... arrggh... such a pain in the ass....
This is not the first time this thing happened, you know... That's why I'm being so angry now...
Now, you can see right, why that JBF guy suddenly looks so special to me. At least he smiles when he sees me, and willing to ask how am I doing (though he won't ask anything else, unless I start asking and talking to him hheheheh :P)
(Oh, sorry. Sorry for all those swearings... I don't know why, but I feel so mad, so angry...
And, I know... I know I'm being so judging and unfair... Not all German guys are like that, some are really nice... But what can I do, this one is... Scheiße...)
Malemnya, wie immer, ada Bibelstunde. Seneng juga, ada temen ngumpul. Jadinya melupakan kesebalan sama si cowo Jerman. Eh, FYI, si cowo Jerman yang gue bicarakan di atas ini, gue sama sekali ga ada personal interest whatsoever lhoh. Don't get it wrong... ih... males banget dehh...
(Duh, kok masih emosi ya? Gimana nih? Help!!)
Udah ah, udah kepanjangan. Ntar disambung lagi ya...
Thursday, July 07, 2005
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