beberapa tahun yang lalu, sekitar awal 2006, kita pernah ngobrol2… some single girls stranded in Germany, looking towards the future with some sort of uneasy feeling… not knowing what’s gonna happen next. Worrying if the prince charming was coming soon or if this person does actually exist.
I, and my big mouth, claimed that we should take advantage of this situation. Unlike others, we were free to go after whatever we want, to be wherever we want to be. We had no one (yet) that becomes a burden for us. We can decide our future without any restriction, we were free.
And even though we all hate being alone and single, isn’t being free a great thing? It’s a quite good consolation.
Then, years later, now, here I am. Still not knowing where I should be and what I should after. Though I’m determined to leave this place for a better life, I’m still not sure where I should be going.
Between that moment and now, life has been fantastic and I am so grateful. Through all the ups and downs, I believe the whole experience has enriched me.
I really hope that soon I’ll see a light at the end of the tunnel I’m in.