Sunday, March 13, 2011

A Nice Saturday

So, I guess it's time to light up this blog with brighter stories.. :)

Yesterday was a fun day with the girls.
Had lunch at Pizza Hut.
Did some shopping, some items were on sale.
Went home, we tried on the clothes we just bought... mix-and-match of this and that...
Put on some accessories, and some light make up, and decided to had dinner at a nice restaurant in town.

Had nice and fun conversation.
Loved it and enjoyed it a lot.

And vacation is coming soon... Need to make a good plan soon. :)

Thursday, February 24, 2011

sigh...

Kenapa ya,
akhir2 ini mood ngga stabil
gampang stress
gampang emosian dan marah-marah

butuh vacation
butuh off
dan pastinya butuh melarikan diri...

sedih deh :(

Note: emang napsu ngeblog itu cuma muncul pas lagi bete aja ya

Wednesday, August 04, 2010

Hrmmpphh

1. feeling like Im stranded on a strange land. where nobody speaks my language and understands me.
2. Soooo tired dealing with non-grown-ups. Seriously. Oh, correction. It's not plural. It's just a person.

Oh help help help...

Saturday, July 24, 2010

Today's promises

Today's promises:

- Must use head more than heart
- Must take the control of my life back
- Must socialize more, and must open up more with people

Saturday, June 19, 2010

World Cup!

Another world cup!
Meaning that it's been 4 years old since I wrote this post here.
How time flies!

Favourite team(s) remain the same: Germany and Brazil, dua2nya ada ikatan emosional sih.. susah buat diganti2 lagi sampai ke depan.
Kali ini nonton bola nya di Indonesia, di Balikpapan... hihi, siapa yang sangka yah 4 tahun yang lalu kalau aku akan berakhir di sini (at least sampai dengan saat ini :p)
Merasa senang dan bersyukur karena saat ini pun bisa nonton bola bareng teman-teman, rame-rame, dan masih bisa saling cela-celaan di kantor :p

Another note on the world cup, belum ada sih... malahan abis baca2 blog ini jadi bernostalgia keinget masa2 World Cup pas di Jerman dulu... hehehe...

Monday, June 14, 2010

Fatal Accident

Wanna share this one with you all.


There has been an accident with fatality at my location. An accident in a cementing job.

The guy was a client, happened to be at the wrong place, at the wrong time.

And an equipment unstabled by the muddy ground beneath it, toppled and fell on top of him. A 2-meter 4-ton surge tank.

He passed away, on the spot. The surge tank hit him exactly on his neck and head.

The Engineer In Charge of the Project had to flew together with the body from Kalimantan and deliver it to his family in Cirebon. I can’t imagine how he was able to face the guy’s children.

The Supervisors of the job had to stay for some nights at local prison. Police said it’s to protect them from the locals that got angry from the incident.

Not to mention the responsibility and the investigation that my managers have to put up with now.

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It could have been me; either as the victim, as the supervisor, as the Engineer-In-Charge, or as the manager.

With all the twists and turns of life, I’ve been assigned in another project, handling other client.

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In the safety stand down we had today, my manager showed a very disturbing picture of the victim. There, crushed under the surge tank, in such position, in a red coverall, only his chest to his legs are visible.

She explained, she prefers that we see this picture from our own management, as this disturbing picture has already been circulated in some other company’s mailing lists.

On a different note, I kinda admire her; she looked so though facing and dealing with this situation. If I were her, I would be too shocked to think and act properly.

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Stop complaining, stop being stressed. Stop being too self-centered. Stop making fuss on the small things. We are so blessed with the life we have now. Let’s cherish life, be grateful with what life has given us, and tell the people you love how much you love them.

Monday, May 24, 2010

Suasana hati

Hari ini entah kenapa perasaan lagi ngga enak banget... nyesek di dada... ga tau ya kenapa. Pernah ga sih kayak gitu?

Dipikir-pikir, kenapa sama kerjaan musti segininya banget.
Bingung mikirin masa depan yang ngga jelas, tapi tahu banget kalo aku udah beruntung banget dengan kondisi sekarang dan ngga boleh mengeluh terus...

Tuhhhh kan... capek kan, masak kalo nulis blog isinya sedih2 terus, mellow2 terus... melankolis terus.

Tau sih, bahwa setiap orang punya jalan hidupnya sendiri-sendiri. Ga boleh banding-bandingin sama orang lain. Ada orang yang emang ditakdirkan untuk punya jalan hidup yang normal, yang standard.
Sekolah, kuliah, kerja, nikah, punya anak. Live happily ever after.

Dan aku, hehe... yang semuanya serba ga jelas... maunya apa ga jelas. Tercecer, dan ga tau kapan dan kemana harus pulang. Why is growing up so painful sometimes??

Nobody's Home by Avril Lavigne... Ngena banget tuh :p

Oh well, as I said, for my own sake, I really need to go and get away from this city and from work for a while. Kalibrasi otak, kalibrasi hati. Dan mencoba berpikir jernih lagi.

*not in my bestest mood*