A line in this movie: Never underestimate the power of denial.
Been there, done that. For 3 years and 6 months. I don’t know if I were too much in love, too naïve, too young and stupid, or was being a coward. Maybe all of them. Maybe I just couldn’t face the truth that things were not as beautiful as it may seem at that time. That what I thought to be my happy ending was not real.
Since then, I always hope that I won’t make the same mistake again.
Ouch, it hurts just to remember these things, opening pages of a long forgotten chapter of my life.
Anyway, as I think about things… am I living in denial once again? Oh I surely hope not.
When will I finally accept that to end this solitude I must go home and stay there and embrace whatever life has in store for me there… That “on an ordinary sunny day Prince Charming suddenly show up in front of my door and rescue me“ is not gonna happen…
Am I living in denial? Am I being a foolish dreamer? Am I being a believer that miracles do happen?
Been there, done that. For 3 years and 6 months. I don’t know if I were too much in love, too naïve, too young and stupid, or was being a coward. Maybe all of them. Maybe I just couldn’t face the truth that things were not as beautiful as it may seem at that time. That what I thought to be my happy ending was not real.
Since then, I always hope that I won’t make the same mistake again.
Ouch, it hurts just to remember these things, opening pages of a long forgotten chapter of my life.
Anyway, as I think about things… am I living in denial once again? Oh I surely hope not.
When will I finally accept that to end this solitude I must go home and stay there and embrace whatever life has in store for me there… That “on an ordinary sunny day Prince Charming suddenly show up in front of my door and rescue me“ is not gonna happen…
Am I living in denial? Am I being a foolish dreamer? Am I being a believer that miracles do happen?
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